Internship....

is been a long time i din't update my blog ad....

now i gonna update it...

3 n half months internship at Hard Rock Penang...

When 1st time reach Hard rock Hotel feel really excited because it the new hotel n also the only Hard Rock Hotel in Malaysia...

My 1st department was in FO department....

This was the department tat will met all kind of customers n also can learn most of the things in Hotel...

1st area was at King's Club...

Is the private lounge for the VIP guest...

At here I din't learn much things but only learn setting the buffet line....

But it was the relax place...

n also can had a lot of fun with VIP guest at here....

2nd area was concierge...

Tis was the 1st area the guest will arrive n we r the 1st person to greet the guests....

I need to help the guest to carry their luggage n send to their room for them...

We also need to help the guests to carry down their luggage when they checking out time...

But it was the place that can earn a lot of tips~~~~haha~~~

3rd area was reception....

It was the area tat will give more stress to u....

at here I need to help the guest to check in....

help the guest to settle all kind of problem....

get scold by guest....guest shouting at u....but u still need to keep ur smile on ur face to the guest...

1st day in tis area I ad been given 1 computer to help check in guests....

n I'm the also the only trainee in Hard Rock Hotel Reception doing the check out for the guest...

normally Trainee won't be given to do check out guest...but I did it...

I also learn closing account at the reception also....

My crewleader told me tat I'm the 1st n the only trainee who had learn so much from them....

Next department is HRC...Hard Rock Cafe....

but i juz stay at here for 12 days only becoz I extend my time at FO....

At here i be the Expo...the person who send food from kitchen to guest....

through Expo...i learn which kind of dishes use which kind of sauces....

nth much to learn in this department...

In tis 3 n half months training life...a lot things happen...

got good, bad, sad, mad, n many many more....

n I also met all kind of persons...

but i really need to thx to my senior who had teach me a lot of things.....

somemore 1 of my senior take my pic n show to his bf n told him tat i'm the trainee tat she love most...lol...

my FO DM also told me tat she wan to offer me a job as FO crew...

but I juz told her tat wait me finish my study then I will juz decided wat road i will take....

Still got 20hours left then i will end my training at here ad....

i will try to give my best for my last training....

I'm gonna miss tis place a lot...becoz tis place teach me a lot of things....

Internship~~~

Internship at Hard Rock Hotel at penang just got one word to describe it~~~~

It's Rock Man~~~~

haha~~~~

update~~~

really long time din't update my blog ad~~~

a lot things wanna write but dunno how to write it all...

after the final exam...tat nite really gone wild and crazy...
all the ppl really have fun and release all the exam stress that nite~~~
at last~~~me still the last man standing~~~n also all the gals din't get drunk~~~
but the other guys~~~aiks~~~nth to say le lo~~~

2 days after exam...i start working in the kitchen at Chef Low Organic Kitchen as the part time...
i work at the Western Cuisine Department~~~
I really learn lot of things while working~~~
not only that...I also learn some new ingredients at there from my Chef~~~
tis time go back CNY really wan let my family try the different taste of pasta~~~

In the working period...I stay at my boss house~~~
walao~~~everynite slp under the air-con~~~
the internet line also fast~~~5mbps~~~
1 day i can dl around 30 movies~~~

N last few days i receive a call from a guy....
he ask me izit me here got a lot of part-time students....
walao...haha~~~


but in tis holidays i will go to Pulau Langkawi with my frens~~~
hope the trips will be very fun n nice~~~
coz after that i will be going to Penang to start my Internship ad~~~


In that 3 months internship time...I will really miss her....n also all my frens la~~~

Damn....
i think i twisted it again...
Arghhh.....

tis few days the assignment gonna drive me crazy ad....
group member din't follow the format....
gonna edit all of it...
aiks....

1 month plus i din't touch basketball ad...
i think i dunno how to play it ad...
gonna find someday to play basketball again....
but tis few week i will bz with the football...

dunno y keep on lack of money....
where all my money go??

父亲节....

已经不知道有几年没跟我的父亲一起庆祝父亲节了。。。
每一年都是打电话在电话里跟他说父亲节快乐。。。
虽然我跟我的父亲话不多。。。
平时电话里聊天也只是那几句话。。。
吃饱了吗？？钱够用吗？？钱省点用啊。。。
之后就把电话交给我的妈妈了。。。
回去家里时见面了也没什么话聊。。。
就静静的坐在客厅看电视。。。
平时就老姐跟爸爸话最多。。。
我也只在旁边听一听罢了。。。
也许是应为在我小时候很少跟我的爸爸接触吧。。。

在我小时候爸爸在“木山”做工。。。
一个月只在月尾回来。。。
回到家也已经半夜了。。。我也已经睡着了。。。
第二天一早我就要上学了。。。放学就去补习。。。
补习完了回到家爸爸也睡觉了。。。
让后月头第二天一大早我还没睡醒爸爸已经回“木山”做工了。。。
所以有时我都没遇到我的爸爸。。。

说真的。。。21年了。。。
我的爸爸没有打过我。。。他只有骂我罢了。。。
虽然我老爸骂人的时候特别的凶。。。
可是我知道他也是要我好好听话读书。。。
不要学他没读书。。。

他现在已经51岁了。。。
身体也不像以前那么的强壮了。。。
病痛开始来找他了。。。
可是他还是默默的每天早上6点就起身。。。
然后开一个钟头的车到他的工作地方开工。。。
一点的怨言都没有。。。
只因为他是一家之主。。。
我们全家人的费用都是从他那里而来的。。。
没有他就没有这个家。。。
没有他就没有我。。。

昨天妈妈打给我说跟姐姐一起庆祝父亲节。。。
他们去买了一粒蛋糕回家跟他庆祝。。。
听到了这一句我很想哭。。。
因为我也想跟爸爸一起过父亲节。。。
告诉他我有多爱他。。。
然后亲手煮些东西给他吃。。。
做我拿手的蛋糕给他吃。。。
我老爸超爱吃我做的cheese cake。。。
这cheese cake也是我做的第一粒蛋糕给我家人吃。。。
可是我做不到。。。因为我身处他乡。。。

已经很久没跟家人一起庆祝节日了。。。
我开始想念我的家人了。。。
一起庆祝节日的日子了。。。
爸妈哥姐。。。我好想你们。。。

Recently....

Well...
Long time no update blog lo~~~


recently me really "blackie"...
A lot of things not in good way for it to happen....
twisted my ankle while playing basketball..."Ouch"
"Bang"...head knock by the door...
Cough till my sound change...change into funny sound...
quite like the sound one...so sexy~~~
lol~~~
buy wat lose wat...alamak...


Brother ask me chase the gal...
but who i wanna chase???
No feel to anyone also...


Now study till week 5 ad...
Tell the truth la...
me still dunno wat i had learn in last 4 weeks...
juz now practical and roast the dolly fish~~~yummy~~~


Then everyday eat till full full...
Full till can't walk at all...
If keep continue like tis...
me sure become "fatty" lo~~~
aiks....

Need to start study lo...
assignment ad come lo...
ankle still in recovery progress~~~
and the most important is....MONEY~~~
MONEY MONEY COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam~~~

Start exam from today till 26th...
Hope can work well in this time exam...
All the best to all my friend who having the exam with me...
Then we meet again in the next sem~~~

@#$%^&*(

Shit...
Fuck...
Kanasai...
Shaniku...
Lampoji...
Buduot...
Pukima...

...

Damn it...
Come back KL then hurt my back...
damnit la...
shit...
now pain till wake up also hard...
walking like old man walking...
miss 2 days classes ad...
then i can't go play any sport again...
gonna stop all sport le...
sad....

At hometown~~~

At hometown lo~~~
Move to new house ad...but there dun have telephone line so can't online at all...
now i at the cc at my hometown to online~~~
tis few days wake up early n prepare breakfast for my family....
tis really my 1st time prepare breakfast for my family...
really happy...
haha....
then go buy things with parents...
hang up the red lantern at my new house...
then do tis do tat...lol...
but can't online really very sienz la...
aiks...

Good luck to all my fren~~~

Tomorrow will start the exam le...
at here i wish all my fren good luck n all the best in ur exam...
take good care of ur body....drink more water n also slp early...

我已经死了。。。。
现在的我不再是以前的我了。。。
最近所发生的事情弄得我很灰心。。。
我尊敬你所以我同意你说的一切。。。
可是你现在到处跟我的朋友说你不爽我这点。。。
你是老师所以我认同你的说法。。。难不成你要我顶撞你所说的一切？？
然而你现在到处跟人说不爽我。。。
不懂的人就认为是我的错。。。
我的个性是很随和的。。。
我没有任何意见。。。这是每个人都知道的。。。
我不在乎你的私生活是如何。。。
我在乎的是你所教导我的东西。。。
你所教我的东西都对我很有帮助。。。
这才是我尊敬你的原因。。。
可是你现在到处跟人说不爽我。。。
而且还随便的批评我说我是playboy。。。
我不想再继续的尊敬你了。。。

Happy New Year~~

Happy New Year to all my fren~~~
long time din update blog lo~~~bcoz of no mood to update it n lz also...

Tis year my countdown for the new year coming is the special 1 from i born till now...
1st time celebrate at the Port Dickson Bayu Beach~~~
It really a nice experience for me....

At here i wish to all my fren can have ur dream come true in tis new year 2010~~~

到最后才发现。。。原来我什么都不是。。。
我只是被人在利用。。。
原来我是那么容易相信一个人。。。
那么容易的为一个人付出。。。
为了一个人可以什么都不理。。。
什么都不管。。。
可是没想到到最后换来的是被人耍。。。
被人利用。。。被人当作是玩具罢了。。。

Unhappy...

yesterday....
my 1st time represent my SSH school in basketball competition...
1st game is against perak team....
aiks....太过轻敌....
then lose to them 14 points....
then 2nd game is against penang branch...
win them by 6 points...
but we still can't make to semi-final...
bcoz of the points too low....
i feel unhappy n sad...
when i need u...where r u??
then juz now saw smth...
make me feel really moody ad....
then till now i haven receive the assignment...
tomorrow how i gonna show the thing to my group....
WTF....y 老天爷wan to play me like tat???

如果可以从来。。。

如果可以从新给我选择。。。
我会选择不放弃。。。
会选择等待着你。。。
可是我却选择放弃等待。。。
那晚突然觉得失落以及伤感。。。
很想知道你的所有一切。。。
如果还有机会选择。。。
我依然会选择你。。。
可是还有那个机会吗？？？

我的未来之路。。。

今天在上最后一节课的时候。。。
突然adeline问我们。。。
有没有后悔选hotel management来读。。。
然后他又问我会不会withdraw读别的。。。
其实我就得既然这可是我自己选的。。。
我就会好好地读完它。。。
不会再像上次读一半就不读了。。。
然后他还说了他读好了想做event manager之类的。。。
然后liz就说diploma很难升职的。。。
要就读到degree之类的。。。
我觉得我读好了就会出去做工了。。。
我应该会去做厨房里的吧。。。
因为经过了两次的kitchen operation。。。
我突然觉得在厨房做事很有趣。。。
而且可以学到很多东西。。。
像我这个不会煮东西的。。。
我既然学会了做fettuchini carbonara, spagetti arabiata, mushroom soup, black pepper steak。。。之类的食物。。。
现在的社会男生都一定要会煮吃的了。。。
不然很难生存的。。。
所以也许我读好了会找一份在酒店里的厨房的工。。。
好好的发展。。。
然后慢慢地实现我的梦想。。。
开一间主题餐厅。。。

一生中的四个人

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人,然后体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你的,能够相处一辈子的人.
但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个的人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的, 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人.
你,会是别人生命中第几个人呢?
没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你.
当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他,
如果你也不爱他了, 千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开;
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐, 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止,
你要是阻止他得到的幸福,就表示你已不爱他了,
而你如果不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢?
爱不是占有, 你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里,
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间.
换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆,
如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子, 爱他的好,也爱他的坏, 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,而希望他变成自己所希望的样子,
万一变不成就不爱他了. 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道何时何地,心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪着你;
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求.
毕竟,感情是必须付出,而不是只想获得;
分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输,
真爱是不会变成怨恨的. 两人在谈情说爱的时侯, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺,
我们为什么要对方发誓,
就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人,
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际; 海枯石烂﹑地老天荒﹑都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯﹑石不会烂﹑地不会老﹑天不会荒;
就算会也活不到那时侯. 许下诺言时千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言,
最好许下做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便许下也不用紧,
请记住:“不可能实现的诺言最动人”, 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套;
讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信.
你呢?
找到了第几个?
茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?
谁又遇见了你? *
而我是你的几个?

等一个人的咖啡馆

就如九把刀的这本书。。。
等待着一个人。。。
那一个人知道我在等他吗？
他会喝下我所冲的咖啡吗？
不同口味的。。。
他会愿意一直的喝到第100杯吗？？

一列法国子弹列车（TGC Est）以每小时574.8公里的时速狠狠地撞了我的心。。。
一列接一列。。。
没有停止过。。。
我的心好痛苦。。。
好难过。。。
我真的无法承担这样的猛烈撞击。。。
好痛。。。